Mencari Dahan Untuk Berpaut

Teringat di satu ketika tak lama dulu, hari ini adalah hari yang penting bagi aku. Selepas waktu kerja akan rushing pergi ke satu tempat yang lain. Walaupun letih sket tapi aku enjoy yang amat sangat. Reason dia tuh hanya hati aku yang tau. Nak cakap pon tak guna sebenarnya tapi dah nama pun kenangan mesti la akan selalu teringat-ingat. Kenangan manis plak tu, gile nak lupa beb. huhuuhu

Terasa masa tu dunia ni macam ana yang punya, no turning back... huhuhuhu never... rasa syok yang amat sangat. Macam-macam plan dalam kepala, kalau takat nak panjat langit tuh huh rasa macam naik anak tangga je. Semua best2, lagi2 bila ada yang mengikat kata "apa-apa jadi kita jangan pisah". Huh! gile tol rasa mcm nak jadi kangaroo terus lompat ke awan nano ehehhehe.... 

Bila dah suka ni orang kata, semua benda mustahil jadi tak mustahil langsung. merangkak macam mana pun, gagah jugak berdiri balik. sayang punya pasal. Tapi yela orang kata klu buat apa-apa jangan lebih-lebih sangat nanti jadi lain. YES!!! now aku betul-setuju. 

Well, sume ni hanya kenangan je dan memang dah takde langsung dah dan memang mustahil akan ada lagi. Tapi yela, hari ni iaitu hari rabu tiap2 minggu akan ada. so, kdg2 buat aku sedih jugak tapi alhamdulillah akhir-akhir ni aku nampak di mana aku berpijak. Satu hal yang aku blaja, walau macam mana bahagianya pun hidup & rasa macam dah capai sume2 jangan sesekali lupa yang ia akan hilang jugak kalau Allah swt tak izinkan. Mungkin niat aku tak cukup kuat dulu & aku ada buat kesilapan yang Allah nak suruh aku stop buat n kasi aku sedar dan berpijak di bumi nyata. So, aku redha. Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk hamba-hambanya.

Aku pun tak layak nak mintak lebih2 sangat sebab semua Allah dan susun elok dah. Yang aku perlu buat hanya tingkatkan amalan untuk bekalan akhirat, tingkatkan kehidupan aku supaya lebih baik, bahagiakan ibu bapa aku, keluarga aku, kawan-kawan yang setia berada di sisi ketika aku tergapai-gapai mencari dahan untuk berpaut dan sesiapa sahaja yang perlu aku bahagiakan.

Walau macam mana pun, aku tak pernah sekalipun menyesali tiap sesuatu yang telah berada di belakang aku ketika ini. & bagi insan yang aku maksudkan, semoga dia menemui kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat n apa pun jadi u r always in my heart n i love u so much. really hope to meet u 1 day, if Allah willing... u r always the best in my heart... God bless u dear... Sekian.

"Fool Again"

Baby I know the story
I've seen th picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret
That you've been hiding
And who's gonna take my place

I should've seen it comin'
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

Baby, you should've called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there

Sadly, you never gave me
To many chances
To show you how much I care

I should've seen it comin'
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

About the pain and the tears
ohooooo, if i could I would
Turn back the time

oh yeah...

I Should've seen it comin'
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me